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1st year anniv!

2011-02-14T04:39:00.005+08:00

Few days ago, it was my 1st year anniversary with deardear
but we just celebrate it on Sunday because he was in camp on friday
I told him that I planned to cook for him for picnic and I wanted to decorate cake together with him at the Icing Room
End up, he was tired after playing LAN the whole night until morning and couldn't go out
I was seriously pissed at him as before that, I already told him that later he will be tired, but he said he won't cos on Sunday he will book in late
At the end I told him that I will just go to his house
I cried for awhile then decided not to give a damn about it

When I reached his house, he was sleeping on the sofa
He saw me and said sorry
I kinda ignore him and sit down beside him and open my novel
I couldn't concentrate on what I was reading and I started to cry again but I quickly went to toilet as there were his sister and her boyfriend
After awhile, I forgave him cos he seemed really sorry for it
He promised me to make it up next week
I really hope there won't be anything wrong that day

Anyway, we ended up having picnic in the house
I think it was his sister, Charlene, who suggest that jokingly
It was fun! She told me about how last time she and Charmaine played hide and seek together at home and they couldn't find Arion
They asked the maid and she said he went to Malaysia
After that both of them cried out 'I want korkor'
So cuteee! hahaha
Arion also told me that in primary school, he used to beat people in eraser game
He managed to get a lot of erasers and ended up selling them! hahaha

I think it's true that every cloud has a silver lining. Thanks God.

Oh ya! After deardear went back to camp, I went out with Charmaine
played pool while waiting for her future boyfriend to come :P
I asked her whether she want to bet
the loser must treat the winner
She agreed
I won her 3 - 1 then I guessed I was kinda over confident that I did some mistake
I hit the white ball in together with the black ball
I hit the black ball in when I haven't finish all my balls
Sigh.. End up I lost 5 - 3 T_T

I've come to think that ...

2011-01-25T04:38:00.002+08:00

You know how people post online about what a true relationship should be and how a person who really in love with you would act. I really think I should care about them less. It’s not because I found them wrong. No. It is because I found that my relationship and the guy I am in love with are not always close to what people describe. Listening to them will only make me less satisfied of what I have. I guess that’s the only way of having a good relationship. Be grateful and stop comparing.

Have you ever feel

2011-01-25T01:06:00.004+08:00

like you want to stop caring but you simply can't?

like he isn't the right one for you but you simply don't care?

like he won't bother to chase you if you leave him but you simply don't dare to try it?

___

I think jealousy has start to occupy my mind
Oh no, I am not jealous with other girls
(Well, thank God he isn't close to any girl other than me and his family. hahaha)
I am jealous to other couple on Facebook
How the guys seem to care a lot for their girlfriends
How often the guys comment on their girlfriends' page
How many photos of them together

I know, human can never be satisfied of what they have
I want to say that I am but this post just proved otherwise :P
Emoooo~ emooooo~ now I'm in the emo mode
I wish I could easily erase those jealousy away
*shoo!*

holiday

2010-12-19T22:42:00.002+08:00

i haven't finished my projects
tomorrow i'm going back indo for two weeks
and i only can see deardear again on 8th January
i don't feel like going back at all
if only i can just stay here longer :(
i hope i can enjoy myself in indo
i'm gonna miss deardear badly

p.s.
btw, i typed badly wrongly just now
i typed baldy instead
and the funny thing is both words fit nicely
hahahaha
(if u don't get it, see the photo of my bf in the post few days ago)

2010-12-18T13:18:00.003+08:00

blackshot took my boyfriend away :(

edit-
and at the end, I tried to play BS and get addicted. haha
I'm gonna beat deardear!! need to train moreeee~

:)

2010-12-13T00:35:00.002+08:00

not long after we quarrel, we cleared the misunderstanding up
i'm glad that up till now, we managed to settle our problem within a day
i'm glad that we are taking this relationship seriously and not asking to break up over some problems
i'm glad that he is the one
thank God for helping me in solving this problem
and i'm sorry that i skipped church today just because i was upset

:(

2010-12-12T15:03:00.002+08:00

just quarreled with deardear
i know it's my fault
but why can't he understand me too?

get well soon marvin!!

2010-12-10T13:51:00.002+08:00

last night i went to fetch deardear!
finally he's back from tekong~
went to eat McDonalds with deardear, yao jue and his other platoon mates (or bunk mates? idk)
yao jue lied to meeeee!!
he said he had sentosa cove monopoly piece!
well, reagina has the marina bay, so we can win the 80k!!!
i totally believe him that i even went to the manager to ask for the form to fill in
i felt betrayed :( lol
why am i so gullibleeeeeeee?

when i came back from deardear's house, around 11.30, eun called me
she asked what happen to marvin? and what is 'usus buntu'?
btw, reagina and i just moved to marvin's place!
yeah, then i was like, what happen? usus buntu (indo word for appendicitis)?
i totally didn't know anything!

then reagina suddenly told me that alvin, marvin's roommate who is also my senior, was looking for me together with another senior but i wasn't home
then i quickly went to his room and ask
i was totally surprised to know that marvin was already in hospital and going to undergo surgery at 6am!
alvin was worried if anything might happen to marvin and he was like looking for someone to accompany marvin
i asked him why he didn't accompany him but he said that he had class tomorrow
to be honest, i felt that if i was him, i wouldn't care about class and i told reagina that
after i went to see marvin, i just knew from him that alvin has skipped class 3 times so he can't skip anymore
(i'm sorry alvin for thinking that you were not a good friend > <)
well, in my school, if u skipped a module more than 3 times, you would fail by attendance which is kinda stupid
failing a module will caused us to repeat which means must pay arnd 1.5k plus!!!

anyway, at the end i went to hospital and went to find him
however, the nurse didn't allow me to stay with him too long as he need to sleep
(even though he kept telling her he couldn't sleep)
well, he ended up sleeping though! hahahaha
the surgery went well!! thank God!
get well soon marviiiiiinn~

omg

2010-12-07T12:02:00.004+08:00

last night when i was walking to bus stop from home,
suddenly there's a guy calling me from inside a parked car
he was sitting on the driver's seat and the window on the seat beside him was already rolled down
i approached the car as it was only 1 metre away from me
i thought he was going to ask for direction
then he asked me whether i am maria's friend (who's maria? hmm)
then after that he asked where i am studying and where was i heading to
at the end, he offered me a lift! omg!
obviously, i rejected the offer and quickly walked to bus stop
after that i ended up taking cab because i was kinda late to meet my auntie
when i was in the cab, seeing the driver is a lady, i told her the story
then she was so surprised and asked me whether i saw the car plate number
she told me that i could have reported him to police
even though he didn't really do anything, police still can keep a record of him
he might have been "naughty" all this time (that's the word she used)
she said that's how police can keep Singapore safe
they need feedback from all the people

hmm, some guessing about what was the guy trying to do:
1. test his pick up line and skill after watching Xiaxue's Guide to Life ep 84: Dating
2. find out about human's reaction to an offer by a stranger for his novel or studies (i was thinking of this because i just read The Perfect Story by Low Kay Hwa, a really good novel! must read!)
3. he's just a bad guy trying to find a prey

whatever it is, i just hope that i won't see him anymore *prays hard*

anyway, yesterday i just gotten my Super Show 3 tickets!!! YAYYYY~
they're having 2 days concert here in Singaporeeeee <3
i hope there won't be any war between North Korea and South Korea > <
if there's a war, they would cancel the concert :(
and of course it won't be safe for people at Korea!
*prays harder so there won't be war*

good taxi driver!

2010-12-05T01:07:00.002+08:00

i just moved some stuff from the other house with reagina
we were waiting for cab for more than 15 minutes!
and the cabs who passed by in front of us either ignoring us or suddenly on call/ busy :(
i was thinking maybe they're aiming for booking fee or midnight charge as it was around 11.45
but suddenly there's this one nice uncle willing to take us!
he's even turning his car so that the trunk is the one facing the void deck
reagina and i have been taking cab to move our stuff since 3 days ago, and he's the only driver who did that!!
i make sure i remember his name so people can know this good taxi driver!
his name is ting heng yap
thanks a lot uncle! i hope there are more taxi driver like you :)

i miss you

2010-12-03T23:52:00.003+08:00

i miss my boyfriendddd!
it's funny that it's only been 5 days but i already miss him
currently dear can't contact me because he's at the forest in tekong and my roommate is away for bbq
i feel lonely.. and bored
dardar! faster book out! i miss you <3

moving house~

2010-12-02T15:14:00.002+08:00

last night, reagina and i just moving our clothes to our new place!
actually was thinking of renting a mover, but my friend, lady said that it was 280!
so expensiveeeee!!
so at the end, we decided to just took our things by cab
today we're gonna moved the books and shoes~
WOOOOO~ hope by tmr, everything is done!

deardear's phone is spoilt!
he dropped it when we chatted on the phone and suddenly i couldn't hear any voice..
even after he turn off the phone and turn it on again, it was still the same
i hope today it'll be fine.

phone oh phone~ please get well soon..

2010 is gonna end soon!

2010-12-01T00:24:00.003+08:00

omg! it's already 1st December!
time really flies so fast > <
it's been 2 years since i updated this blog
was thinking of making another blog but at the end decided not to

actually, i'm supposed to do my final project now
i need to hand it in in 3 weeks time
and now it's like only 10-15% done =_=
i really need some motivation right now
my habit of procrastinating things is killing me softly~
anyway, my friend send me a link regarding procrastination
somehow it's so me. hahaha

this week deardear not booking out
i feel sad
i'm going back on the 20th which means we only have two weekends to meet before i go back
and he still have one confinement!
i really want to spend our 10th month together and i also want him to book out in the 18th to celebrate my birthday
sigh.. i'm gonna miss him a lot! i hope he miss me too!

hmm, i think i need to do my project now
i hope i won't end up somewhere else! hehe
GANBARIMASU!!

2008-12-31T22:19:00.005+08:00

good night everyone~
anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS!
hope all of u have a pleasant holiday :D

i have spent my vacation in my grandparents' house since Christmas
i got to watch Disney Channel and Nickelodion here XD
i enjoyed [or enjoy?] watching Hannah Montana, Wizard of Waverly Place, Cory In The House and The Suite Live of Zack and Cody [and the Suite Life On The Deck too~]
oh! don't forget Fairy Odd Parents! :D

currently, my brother is playing Persona 4, PS2's game
anyone plays that too?
it was fun watching him playing
actually i played it too last week
however, when i saw my brother was already far ahead of me in the game, i decided to simply watch him playing to know the storyline ^^

now, let's do some flashback~
WARNING: THIS POST IS QUITE.. or REALLY LONG. JUST READ WHEN U HAVE A LOT OF FREE TIME. ^^
oh! today i will just write the journal of january-april and without pics..
the internet connection here is really really bad
can u imagine the speed is only 115.2 Kbps???!
i will edit it once i'm back to my home sweet home~
i guessed the Telkomsel [one of the provider like Singtel in Singapore] signal isn't that strong here [i use Telkomnet Flash]

...JANUARY...

4e2
the month when i joined 4e2~
with Ms Shirley Chua as the form teacher [as i didn't know her well, or maybe at all, i didn't think of anything when i knew she was my form teacher]
if i'm not wrong, i skipped the first day at school X)
the day i came, i found out that my classmate who sat beside me was Sumin
honestly, i was worried at first 'cause i thought i would be sitting next to my indonesian friends, like Rea, Jess or Steffi
at the end, i found that the sitting arrangement was good though
Steffi was in front of me, Rea was just beside me and Ting was beside here, as well as Jessica in front of Ting~
we had a good time~
although at first i was quite scared of Ting, lols
i have told her that too..
i knew that i had chance to talk to her back in sec 3 since we went to the same place for Work Experience Programme
but back then, i thought she was a ... fierce person? hehe
however, as the day past by, i found that she was, and is, funny~

this month, Rea, Jess, Steff, Sumin, Mimi and I decorated the class~
our theme is ... BEES~ *buzz* *buzz*

birthday
then this month we also celebrated Jenny's and Quan's birthday at school
omg! it seemed like it was just yesterday~

we celebrated cindy's birthday too!
do u know what? the photos caused a bit of stirred between us as we thought that jenny's hand was no one's hand!

concert
there was band concert~
i remembered two songs that they played
one is Lemon Tree, the other one is ... i don't know the title
i just remembered the qwack sounds. lols

chinese new year
went to Chinatown with housemates!
our curfew was extended to 1 am! or is it 2?
we made teams and played games in a hawker center
i could barely remember the exact order of the activities
i only could remember that Sally and Rea were leaving first as Sally was feeling unwell
then we walked further from Chinatown area and tried to find supper
our poor stomaches were really starving for some food!
then we walked to Clarke Quay, stopped at one of the restaurant, being shocked when looked at the prices of the food [we still ordered anyway], asked for take away and quickly went home before breaking the curfew time
at home, i ate the fried prawns that cost me $20 with some regret.. i was still not full, but it was quite enough.. T_T

...FEBRUARY...

the leap years
my guardian won the free tickets to watch that movie
then she brought Rea and me with her to Marina Square
the tickets onlt could be withdrew at 6 but we arrived earlier
so we decided to play bowling first~ :D
then when we tried to get the ticket, we found out that there's only 2 of them
my guardian asked whether she could buy more tickets but the lady there said that the tickets were not for sale
my guardian decided to give the ticket to us
we hesitated at first but she insisted
at the end, we accepted it and thanked her
it was a good movie!

concert
there was beatbox competition
the tickets were sponsored by Mr Anthony Pang
went back home late and grounded T_T
i even went back before the competition finished!
but i was still late..

...MARCH...

new room, new roommate
i moved to new room upstairs~
my roommate was SA, or Stefanie Angelia
i put all the photos that i have on the wall
but at the end i put it down cause they kept dropping when i turned on the fan
i guessed bluetack wasn't that strong, huh? or is it because i put too little amount of bluetack?

new phone
my n80 was spoilt..
it started with the secondary camera, continued with the beautiful stripes on the screen and ended with the gorgeous white screen
oh! i forgot about the speaker too
at the end, i brought it home during holiday to repair it
while it was repaired, i bought myself a new nokia mobile phone
it costed me $80, if i'm not wrong

...APRIL...

ss
more than half of the class didn't do ss homework
and we were to do it outside the classroom
while we were doing it, Sumin decided to take picture of us
although in the end, she was caught by Ms Ng X)

--edit--

lols. my laziness has win over me..
i'm lazy to write, i mean type, the rest XD
i will only update about trip to Punggol~ ^^
(i have written and saved it in my laptop at the end of nov but i always forgot to post it~)

06.11.08

SJ's 3rd anniversary.. kyaa~

anyway, on that day, reagina, jessica and i planned to explore punggol to find a place..
what place? this is what i meant :

can you believe that it was taken in singapore?
i thought it was taken in other countries..
hoi fun was the one who told us about the place
she used the similar photo for her o lvl art (she took photograpy)
unfortunately, she could only remember that she took it in punggol and she had to go through a jungle to get there
she couldn't remember clearly as that time her sister's friend was the one who brought her there

with the limited information that we had, we decided to find that place by ourselves!
^^ *excited*

we started the day with breakfast in McDonald Harbour Front
ohh! jess brought gifts from indo for me, rea and my roommate
thanks jess :D
after that we went to punggol by mrt~

when we reached punggol mrt, we went to see the bus directory in punggol interchange
hmm,, we didn't know which bus to take
so we decided to find the place by lrt~
maybe we would be lucky enough to find the place from above :D
o ya! it was our first time to take lrt :)
hoho ^O^ so excited~

let's skip the part when we were in lrt..

at the end, we assumed that we found the place
we decided to take bus 82~
walked out from the interchange, tried to found the bus stop
and we found it!
we took some photos~

then when we stopped at an unknown bus stop
(we actually intended to stop at one stop before this bus stop)
we walked back and saw an path into the forest
(anyway, the bus stop is surrounded by trees and trees)
we walked through that path, but gave up halfway
we walked out from there and looked for the bus for the way back

i guessed it will be too long so let's skip the part before when we decided to explore again
found the place, but the grass are green, not yellow like what we thought..
took some picture and walked again to find the way back
but guess what? we finally found the RIGHT place on our way back~
took some pics~

o ya! after that we went to find chocolate pizza (i heard there is one in esplanade)
but we couldn't find it
so we decided to just drop by in one of the cafe (is it a cafe?)
and ordered some yummy chocolate dishes~(but it was quite expensive T_T)

then we walked to the merlion~
took a lot of pics~
i remembered jess said, "omg. our last week in singapore seems like our first week here. we explored new places and took a lot of pictures just like what a tourist would do"
she's right! XD

o ya! i went to Korean Pop Night Concert (thanks to Yuan Ting and Cherry for the free ticket)
i thought i wouldn't be able to get the ticket after failing to get the free ticket in Novena Square

it's crowded right?

i also went to Sentosa on Nov with some of my housemates
too bad Steven couldn't join us..
Sugi became the only guy in the end XD
we took lots of pictures~

and here is Sunset Glow by Big Bang~

2008-10-29T21:23:00.004+08:00

hii~
hmm.. today's physics paper was quite easy :)
while art paper was ... aarghhh..! i don't know....
[wait, i just realised that i have screamed a lot in my recent posts.. i guessed i was just too stressed.. lols]
sigh.. i think i will not be able to get A for my art (ㅠ_ㅠ)
nooo... give me back my A.. (>o<)

o ya! today i could log in to cyworld :D
happy ^^ happy ^^
hahaha X)

i don't know what to write for today
so i guessed i'll just end it here

here is Nobody by Wonder Girls
the music video was cute and funny ^^
i love the chorus and the dance~❤
good night everyone ;)

Yrainbow harmonyY

i want nobody nobody but you~♪
C:

2008-10-28T21:35:00.011+08:00

argh..!
i hate this
i couldn't log in to cyworld AGAIN since yesterday..
i have tried last night, this morning and now but i couldnt!
cyworld..cyworld..cyworld.. what's wrong with youuu??
(T_T) Leeteuk oppa, i'm sorry i couldn't give you comment yesterday and today..
and for my dear cyworld, could you please get better soon?

okay, change topic now..
today's history paper was okay
at least i could do all the question although actually the two topics that i was studying did not come out..
luckily, yesterday night and this afternoon, i asked jessica and reagina to explain to me about war in europe and it came out!
the 3 questions are about WW1, WW2 [war in europe] and cold war..
and i only studied the rise of authoritarian regime and end of cold war..
i think i will need to study harder for SS
i hope i will..

anyway, while i was showering half an hour ago, i thought of the things that i should write today..
suddenly i thought of writing about the war between reagina and jessica that has ended officially this week [i guessed]
both of them were teasing each other with guys from our class..
jessica with leslie, [for me, i teased her with jia ming]
and reagina with .. i guessed everyone knew this... it's dylan!
lols

then i was thinking that reagina might kill me if i wrote reagina's and dylan's name in big size and bold
i was absolutely sure that she would kill me by telling me that her name is nice more than 20 times a day, which means like once an hour, including coming to my dream and keep telling me that
i think everyone has known that this friend of mine is totally proud of her so-called nice name.
i was confused at first.. what's so nice about having an extra 'A' letter in the middle of your name?
[i mean the regina is the common name that people use, but this friend of mine's name is reAgina]
then i realised that the special thing about her name is that when you type reagina in google image search, you will find her picture there!
wait! last year, when i type her name, the picture that came out was the picture from her friendster.. but now, it changed to the picture from steffi's blogspot..
forget it! anyway, at least her picture came out in google!
and when i tried my name..
...
i typed fransiska
..
nope! there's no picture of me..
...
i type amelia
...
still failed..
...
i typed narulita [this one i'm abit sure that my face will come out]
...
and once again, i failed to find my picture
..

arrgh! i have tried typing fransiska amelia before
and the site that google showed was www.fransiska-amelia.com
and it's not mine
after that i was considering of adding an extra letter in my name like reagina
wait, once again, an EXTRA letter in my name..
but i found it totally horrible
fransiAska? frEansiska? frIansiska? franIsiska? franAsiska? frUansiska? franKsiska? fransiskRa? frOansiska? fransiskaN? fransUiska? fransAiska? fUransiska?
okay! i will stop now.. i will try to appreciate my name better..
anyone who can give me better name by adding just one letter to my name is surely a genius-in-giving-name person

o ya! talking about name, i felt that most of the time, people will fail to spell my name correctly [same goes to reagina as she has that extra letter in her name]
hey, does it mean that my name is special too? *looking at you with those hopeful eyes*
erm, in singapore, usually people will spell my name fransika or fransita
okay, this one i can understand as i think my name is not a common singaporean name
however, in indonesia, people will also spell my name wrongly.
most of them will spell fransiska as fransisca
yeahh, i know there's only one letter difference but it's DIFFERENT right?
it will show you the big difference if one day i got a cheque of my salary, say $2000, and it spelled wrongly
aaarghh..! i will surely regret my name for being so different

next time, if i have a child, i will try to give her/him an extraordinary name
wait.. no.. i wont give my child that kind of name..
i can't imagine if i have a child who is so proud of her/his name..
it will surely remind me of someone..
okay, i will prefer an ordinary-yet-impressive name to the unique one
hmm, what would it be?

now i'm going back to do my preparatory work for art..
tomorrow is art and physics paper
i hope i can do well for both paper
wish me good luck~

here is the video by Super Junior T - Rokkugo
'rokkugo'(로꾸거) is originally 'gokkuro' (거꾸로) that is spelled backwards
['gokkuro' means 'backwards']
o ya! tomorrow i will post WG-Nobody. remind me k? XD
nites everyone~

Yrainbow harmonyY

Ojedo gokkuro, onuldo gokkuro, modungon gokkuro, doragago isseo~♪
backwards yesterday, backwards today, everything is spinning backwards~♪
C:

2008-10-27T00:05:00.010+08:00

*sob*
i've been trying to log in to my cyworld account for like 3 hours plus but i couldn't..
CYWORLDDDD!! what's wrong with youuuu??
(ㅠ_ㅠ)

for those who don't know about cyworld, i will give you brief explanation~
cyworld is a website like myspace, friendster and facebook,
it was at first an Korean website
but currently cyworld has extended its operation to the United States, China, Japan, Taiwan, and Vietnam
for more information, you can check it here
my main reason for having a cyworld account was Super Junior XD
some of the members have a cyworld account and in order to be able to give comment on their page, i need to have one too
so.. yeah, i made an account there
o ya! it's a bit complicated if you want to get an Korean cyworld account..
mainly it's because the language used is Korean
and second, foreigner need to send the scan of passport before they can approve your account

sigh.. i don't know what's wrong with me..
i still haven't finished my 5 pages for art
i haven't revise any topic for history
and i'm still sitting here for 3 hours, in front of my laptop, wishing that i could log in to my cyworld account just to write a comment for my dear SJ's leader
lols
leslie said i'm so obsessive
hmm, am i?
aarghh..! i think he is right..
but i just couldn't stop thinking about SJ..

4 years..
knowing what does my personality look like, i can guess that i will not like SJ for that long
however, i will try my best to keep this feeling
aaarghh..! i really want to be SJ fans for that long..
why? are you wondering why do i want that?
honestly, i myself am not sure
lols
i was just thinking that it would be great if i could reach my dream, which was working with my idol
i also thought that it might be the best feeling that i would ever feel when i'm informed that i can work with them
as currently my idol is SJ, errr.. i could only thought that they are the one i dream to work with..
[wait, is my sentence structure correct? aaaihh,, forget it. as long as you readers can understand, i guessed it's alright. lols]

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!
while i'm typing this post, i keep trying to log in to my cyworld account at the same time
and now, 12:41 am, i FINALLY can log in :D
fyi, i was trying since 9 plus..
la la laa~
so happy :))

i think i want to quickly jump into my bed now..
there's a lot of mosquitoes out here X/
oh! fyi, i can't get internet connection inside my room, so i need to come out from my room if i want to use internet..

here is the video from SM Town
[SM is the name of a talent agency where SJ, Kangta, BoA, DBSK, The Grace, Zhang Li Yin and SNSD came from,and SMTown is the project name used by SM Entertainment for their vacation compilation albums. SMTown consists of current artists under SM Entertainment]
omona, SJ are so cute there X)
Micky DBSK is cute too XD [the one in 1:19~1:23]
lols.. [Micky Yoochun is my favourite member of DBSK]
that's all for today, nites everyone~

Yrainbow harmonyY

geugoseuro yeohaengeul tteonayo ~♪
let’s go on a trip there~♪
C:

2008-10-24T19:28:00.005+08:00

T_T

Amath paper 2 today was simply horrible!
at first i thought it was okay, there were like only 2 difficult parts? i mean those parts are the ones that i really couldn't do at all
they are qn 6 (ii) and 9 (i)
but at the end, when reagina and i talked about paper, i just realised that there were many parts that i did wrongly because of careless mistake
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaa.....!!!
i hope i will still be able to see A for my Amath..

emath paper 1 was quite easy :)
i was really careful that time
i kept checking and recalculate almost all the question, and i realised that i did 2 or 3 questions wrongly
i was so lucky! if i didn't check, i think i would get those questions wrong..

...
okay, let's talk about Super Junior~
i think now i'm really into Super Junior..
i can't wait to get my degree so that i can work and go to korea
i really want to go to koreaaaa...
i hope i will like SuJu until 4 years later, after i graduate..
...

tomorrow i have art mock exam
hope i can do well tomorrow ^^
ok then,, nites everyone~
here is Super Junior M music video
enjoy~ :D

Yrainbow harmonyY

it's gonna be me~♪
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2008-10-22T18:27:00.004+08:00

today's paper was easier than what i thought..
i was really careful in doing the question today
i'm so proud of myself! X)
usually i don't check my answer and simply continue to the next question
but today i was so different
o ya! when i wrote all my answer in question paper to check with reagina and jessica after the exam, i just realised that i didn't do Qn12 part(ii)
and by the time i realised, the invigilator asked us to stop. gosh!
i hope i can do better for my paper 2..

tomorrow i need to come back to school for my art paper 2's preparation
we are supposed to make 5 pages of A3 size paper and i haven't make any
mrs de souza said that if we can't finish the five papers by this sat, we can consider to drop art
i really need to catch up tomorrow
AAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...!!!
five paperrr....!!!
what am i supposed to do?
*sigh*

i think that's all for today
[i still can't upload any pictures]
here is the music video by SHINee - 누난 너무 예뻐 (Replay)
o ya! the members of SHINee are around my age
one was born in 89, the other one was 90, two are at the same age with me and one was born in 93!
my favourite member is the leader of SHINee, Onew ^^ [in the video, he is the one wearing red cap]
and guess what? he was born on 14th December 1989!
we can celebrate our birthday together! [if only we know each other ㅠ_ㅠ]
okay then, enjoy the video~
nites :)

Yrainbow harmonyY

nunan nomu yeppo~♪
nuna is so pretty~♪
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2008-10-21T21:31:00.010+08:00

Hi~
english paper 1 was ..... i don't know..
it was easier that what i expected but i just ... AAAAAAAAAAaaaa!! i don't know X/
okay, i did not finish paper 1 part 1 but i could finish part 2 which was so unexpected..
most of the time, or should i say usually?, i could finish part 1 but not part 2 and this time was so different.
for part 1 i chose question 3: write an occasion when you just can stop laughing in an inappropriate moment

o ya! before the paper, jessica asked me, leslie and reagina to make a bet about the situational writing
jessica betted that the situational writing is informal letter, leslie betted it would be speech, reagina betted that it would be formal letter and for me, i was just guessing it would be report but i didn't want to bet
jessica said the winner will get a treat of KFC student meal
then i said, 'okay, i don't want to bet but if you all wrong, you all must treat me. lols'
at the end, the situational writing was ...................... REPORT
:)))

paper 2 was so-so
i think i didn't write all the points for summary but it's okay~ i don't want to think about english paper anymore..

for the pictures, i'm still unable to upload any pictures so i guessed must wait until tomorrow..

o ya!
now my list of favourite member in Super Junior had changed~
1. Leeteuk
2. Sungmin
3. Donghae
4. Eunhyuk
5. Kyuhyun

Leeteuk and Sungmin is still the top 2 but now i like Leeteuk more X)
Donghae is still in the top 5 ^^
i want to upload their pictures too but i must wait until tomorrow T_T

tomorrow is Amath paper 1
i hope i can do it to my best
must study and practice more question!
but i'm lazyyyy... sigh..

okay then, good night everyone~❤
here is the video from Taeyang Big Bang
i love the dance moves in the chorus part ^^

Yrainbow harmonyY

you're the love of my life~♪
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2008-10-21T10:39:00.007+08:00

i was going to update about Reagina's, Steven's and Leslie's birthday
but i can't upload anymore pictures..
what's wrong with blogger?

anyway, the O lvl practical exam was quite difficult..
aihh, i don't want to think about it anymore..

then the Chemistry paper yesterday was fine
i was panicked when i saw 15 minutes left and i haven't answered 3 questions from section A
it was because i took quite a long time to figure out the answer for Q11 (Section B)
at the end, i left that question and did the other 3 questions..
i was so stressed when i came out from Hall
for Q11, i could only do part c and i did it wrongly
i looked for the percentage of oxygen instead of carbon..
then reagina asked me about the paper
i told her that i couldn't do the last question..
the she asked me 'why don't you do Q9 and Q10?'
i said 'i did those questions.. aaaaaaaa.. i couldn't do Q11.. i could only do part c and it's wrong!'
then reagina reminded me that for section B we only need to do 2 questions..
i was like 'really? o ya! we only need to do 2Q~ la la la~ yay yay yay!!'
back in the hall, i was thinking that i would study really hard for Physics so that my Science result can go up, but after i knew that, i lost my motivation. lols
i think i would study Physics just like the way i study for Chem X)
la la la~

today is English paper..
everyone, good luck for your papers!!
good luck for me too~
later i will update about how the paper is..
i hope the question will be something about Super Junior. lols
yeaaa, i know it's impossible.. but it's not wrong to dream right? :)

actually i also want to update about Super Junior..
i guess i must wait until i can upload pictures again..

i think i want to read some essays now..
cya everyone~

here is the new video of DBSK
i like the part at 2:47 X)
ohh! and the part Yunho and Micky rap at 2:19 ^^
enjoy the video~

Yrainbow harmonyY

i got youu under my skin~♪
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2008-10-21T10:08:00.008+08:00

Hi~ Hi~
new blogskin! :)
lols.. these pictures were like from 2 months ago and i kept forgetting to upload them

01.08.08
Farewell Party for Dance~

the video that the juniors made for us ^^
they performed for us too X)

05.09.08
Be Yourself Day + Teacher's Day

here is the video of Big Bang-Haru Haru~
enjoy the video~ ^^

Yrainbow harmonyY

you're my all, say goodbye~♪
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2008-08-02T23:39:00.008+08:00

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy allll!!!
SUPER JUNIOR WON THE MTV ASIA AWARD AS FAVOURITE ARTIST OF KOREA
let's celebrateeee~
love themmm~
thank God~
thanks also for some of you who also help to vote for them..
thanks a lot~
happy happy XD
super happy X))
can't stop smiling ^^

❤super junior❤

anyway, on friday, there was dance inauguration..
it was funnn!
i will try to post some pics and videos tomorrow.
the internet in my house had some problem againn
it keep disconnecting after few moments
i couldn't watch my beloved super junior's adonis camp videos todayy
T_T
i also couldn't learn korean today due to that internet problems..
i'm a bit sad..
however, i must be happy today because SuJu won!
XD XD

this is a cute music video by Super Junior Happy
the video and song are both cute XD
although i don't really like their appearances there,
but i still think that they are cute ^^
the song is about a girlfriend who can't cook and at the end went for a cooking class for the boyfriend
nites alll~

Ybutterfly harmonyY

Eerutkeh masheessuhdo dwenahyo (dwenayo)
Is it possible for this to be this good? (Is it possible?)~♪
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2008-07-27T20:08:00.003+08:00

hii all~

here are the pics of my class tee~

if you want to play with it, you just ask your friends to spot one particular thing in the design
for example: spot HSS!
answer: it's on the right side beside the clock

it's quite fun although it's a bit childish to play that kind of game..
i like it though
hehehe..

erm, yesterday bought Super Junior's 2nd album repackage
there was special dvd in it
the dvd was included relay talk which i have watched in youtube plus many other videos
i was really happy ^^
once i reached home, i played the dvd first instead of the cd
i was getting more excited when it started to play
first, there was some video of photoshot
i couldn't stop smiling that time
until....
when siwon and leeteuk talked

the subtitle..

it

is

in

CHINESEEEEE!!!

T_T
i cried inside my heart
omg!
am i supposed to learn chinese also?
noo,, i'm going to learn korean only for now!
hwaaaa X((
my happiness disappeared...
however, there was still a small piece of joy inside my heart
at least there's some photos beside the lyrics
i could be glad abit..
haisss

o ya!
today i went to Settler Cafe with my housemates and jessica
at first it's supposed to be my housemates only,
sa, rea, sally, steven, and sugi
at the end, jessica wanted to go also when reagina told her that we were going to eat in that cafe
therefore, she's an extraaaa!!
hehehe XD
we played Uno there..
o ya!
fyi, Settler Cafe provides many board games for the customer to play
it's a good place to eat with your friends!
ok, continue,,
i guessed today i have i-want-more-cards face
today everyone kept making me draw more cards
can u imagine?
jessica's turn. took +4 card out
reagina's turn. took +4 card also
my turn. i don't have +4 card
so i needed to draw 8 cards
then there's one time also
sa's turn. took 4 cards of +2 out
my turn. i don't have +2 card.
i needed to draw 8 cards AGAIN!
i think i happened like 3 or 4 times
o ya! the exciting part was when reagina took +4 card out
my turn. i have 2 cards of +4!
i took them out
sa's turn. she also had 2 of them!!
next, sugi's turn!!!
he needed to draw 20 cards!!!
so funnn! we laughed really loud
however, at the end..
an unexpected thing happened.
sugi wonnn!!
he got 20 extra cards, but he won!!
while the others, have said uno for so many times,
still could not finish their card
cause other players kept trying to prevent them from winning
o ya!!
steven was so nice todayyyy!
he help me to win!
hwahahahaha
happy happy~
thanks ven~

i guessed that's all for today~
loves super junior sungmin~
o ya! i just knew that one of my cousins loves Suju also
hehe.. so happy~
nites alll~

Ybutterfly harmonyY

cos if u don't dream big, what's the use of dreaming~♪
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2008-07-23T21:22:00.032+08:00

hii~

today my class, 4e2, got the class t~
[fiuhh~ finallyyy]
it turned out to be quite okay..
i thought it would be not nice
although it doesn't have our names on it,
i still like it!
mainly because i'm the one who designed it,
so i should like it, no matter how bad it is
secondly because i can play with the design behind ^^
tomorrow i will tell you how to play with it! :D

o ya, tmr is chem testtt!!
oh nooo >O<
the topic is Organic Chemistry!
the most difficult topic!
[cos i dun understand a single thing except that alkene and alkane are hydrocarbons]
ms chin said that she expect all of us in band 1 to pass the test..
omg! it's difficult..
i hope tmr i can wake up early to revise..
today i only managed to study alkene..
haiss ..

anyway, in the midst of my desperation of studying,
i want to post some pics on the syf performance day
hehehe ^^
here they are~

me and mr dan

me and mr kiki

o ya! i guessed u all have known that i love Super Junior
but maybe some of you didn't know them at all
soo...
i want to introduce them to you all~

from wikipedia:

Super Junior (Korean: 슈퍼주니어), also known as simply SJ or SuJu (Korean: 슈주), is a thirteen-member Korean boy band formed by SM Entertainment in 2005, masterminded by Lee Soo Man. The group initially debuted with twelve members on November 6, 2005 with the single, "TWINS (Knock Out)". The original twelve members, from oldest to youngest, are Leeteuk (the leader), Heechul, Han Geng, Yesung, Kang-In, Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Ryeowook, and Kibum. The Chinese member, Han Geng, was chosen among the 3,000 applicants through auditions held in China by SM Entertainment in 2001.

Many of the members had already pursued an entertainment career before Super Junior's debut through acting, DJ-ing, and modeling. On May 23, 2006 SM Entertainment announced the addition of a new member, Kyuhyun, making them the thirteen-member group they are today.

their adorable pics~

LEE TEUK
Real Name: Park Jung Su (박정수)
Birthday: 1 July 1983

HEE CHUL
REal Name: Kim Hee Chul (김희철)
Birthday: 10 July 1983

HAN KYUNG
Real Name: Han Geng (韩庚)
Birthday: 9 February 1984

YE SUNG
Real Name: Kim Jong Woon (김종운)
Birthday: 24 August 1984

KANG IN
Real Name: Kim Young Woon (김영운)
Birthday: 17 January 1985

SHIN DONG
Real Name: Shin Dong Hee (신동희)
Birthday: 28 September 1985

SUNG MIN
Real Name: Lee Sung Min (이성민)
Birthday: 1 January 1986

EUN HYUK
Real Name: Lee Hyuk Jae (이혁재)
Birthday: 4 April 1986

DONG HAE
Real Name: Lee Dong Hae (이동해)
Birthday: 15 October 1986

SI WON
Real Name: Choi Si Won (최시원)
Birthday: 10 February 1987

RYEO WOOK
Real Name: Kim Ryeo Wook (김려욱)
Birthday: 21 June 1987

KI BUM
Real Name: Kim Ki Bum (김기범)
Birthday: 21 August 1987

KYU HYUN
Real Name: Cho Kyu Hyun (조규현)
Birthday: 3 February 1988

among all of them, i think the top five are
1. SungMin
so cute! and i love his cute voice. i love him since i watched this
2. LeeTeuk
such a good leader! i love his proposal and love him also when he cried in Thailand Super Show. he is so sweet..
3. KiBum
he is the most handsome for me and he has a killer smile! was an actor before his debut in Suju. i like him although he may be the last in singing
4. DongHae
his voice is really good and i love his rap. he even can rap in chinese!!
5. Shindong
although he is fat, he can dance very well! i heard he choreographed some of Suju's cool dances with some other members

the rest are also cool!
*Kyuhyun, Ryeowook and Yesung
they have incredible voices
they are in the Suju's subgroup 'Super Junior KRY' and wellknown as the most vocally powerful members of Super Junior
*Eunhyuk
his rap is the best!
i love his rap in Marry U and One Love
he also sang one birthday song which is specially for leeteuk
u can check the song here
and omg! he is the one who wrote the song One Love!
watch the video below if u want to know the song
i love that song~
*Kangin and Heechul
they are the entertainers in the group
they are indeed funny! try to watch them in youtube and you will know! XD
*Hankyung
the chinese member who can dance soooo well~
he mastered Chinese traditional dances from 56 minority Chinese ethnic groups and also can do ballet. he is also the torch bearer for the 2008 Beijing Olympics, being the first boy band member to be chosen in history
*Siwon
he is so good-looking, very good in sports and i guessed he is the most polite. he is also funny, especially with those hand gestures XD

omg! i think my post today is mainly about introducing my beloved Super Junior..
sorry if anyone of you don't like them
i just couldn't stop talking about them..
hehehe X)
i still have a lot of things to say about them
however, i think it's better for me to save it for tommorow
hehe

i will post the music video of Super Junior K.R.Y feat Eunhyuk below
it's the official music video and the video clip inside it are from their concert in Thailand Super Show..
some of the members cried when the fans sang Marry U to them..
it was really touching!
i couldn't help but cry when i saw the video of the concert in youtube..
i wish i could be one of those fans, singing Marry u and waving the blue balloon to them..
haisss,, i really want to go to their concert.. T_T

that's all for today!
nites all~
sleep tight~❤

Ybutterfly harmonyY

the memories are beautiful, i don't wanna ever say goodbye~♪
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2008-07-18T19:17:00.002+08:00

hii againn~
today, i'm as happy as yesterday~
o ya! yesterday, i was happy because i just bought Suju's cd
although there was only concert album,
and i couldn't find their first and second album,
i was happy enough to keep smiling all day~
hehehe
and today i am happy because tomorrow i will get my N80 back!
hwahahahaha XD
so happyyy~
i can't waitt~
my father ask my grandma, who come here for medical check up, to help him pass the handphone to me
few months ago, my handphone was broken and couldn't be used
then when i went back indo, i asked my father's friend to help me repair it
and it has been repaired now~

this morning was CCA photo taking
a few minutes before Dance's turn, i was queueing in malay stall
then suddenly there was announcement that then was choir's and dance's turn
i was panicked. hehe
at the end, i decided to buy nasi lemak
and finished it quickly
at the end, when i rushed to foyer, it still band's turn
after that, choir's, then ours
i was like, 'omg, jess, if i knew it would be like this, i will eat the food slowly..'
it's because i couldn't enjoy the food at all
haiss..
but it's alright~
the photo taking went smoothly
and after that jessica and i went back class for empowered programme

anyway, today dylan was so cool!
he calmed ryan down successfully for i don't know how many times
err, despite that he got hit once by ryan
hehehe
but he was really cool!
especially when me and few students saw ryan trying to hit some 4n students with umbrella [it was because they made fun of him]
we were calling for dylan and when he came, he glanced at the opposite block [4n classes are not beside 4e] then he ran all the way there
[it was like the scene in some superheroes movies]
hehehe
then he asked ryan to stop, held ryan's hands and brought him back to 4e2 classroom
it was cool!
XD

tomorrow i am going to stayback for art then go to my grandma's place and stay overnight
i hope tomorrow i can start the second colour
actually today i could finish the first colour,
but when i want to do the 3rd last row,
the design couldn't touch the others
actually i do the tesselation together with the printing
because in my last tesselation, the marking could not be seen
then i had to redo
haisss, slowly i started to dislike art
i hope i will like it again
hehehe

i think that's all for today
byeee~
loves ya!

Ybutterfly harmonyY

Geudaereul saranghandaneun mal pyuhngsaeng maeil haejugo shipuh
saying I love you is what I want to do the most everyday in my life~♪
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2008-07-17T18:04:00.014+08:00

hi all~
it has been a long time since my last post
i always feel really lazy to open my blog
fortunately today i feel really happy~
so today i want to write some events that i haven't shared

-Singapore Youth Festival Opening Ceremony-

26/06/08
it was Steffi's, Heng Gnee's, Yan Bing's and Chandra's birthday~
on that day, i have SYF Opening Ceremony [Preview]
here's the video~

it was really fun!!
unfortunately, that day carla had accident with the fire that we threw
the day before, julie also had the same accident
however, they did not scared and still want to perform
and they have done a good job on the actual day~
there was no mistake [i think]
hehe

27/06/08
ACTUAL DAY~
despite the absence of Tessa who was sick on that day,
the performance was great!

all thanks to:
*mr dan who always want to teach us without any complaints
*mr kiki tay, the magician, who taught us how to do fire and snow tricks
and made our performance more lively and spectacular!
*ms hasina and all the teachers in charge
*all the performers who had done their best!
o ya! on the actual day, we only threw one fire instead of two
it was to prevent the accident to happen again

anyway, during the rehearsal days in Singapore Indoor Stadium,
i had the chance to know who Shawn Tok is
hehe ^^ [fyi, he was the winner of Campus Superstar]
before that i didnt know that he is famous
hahahaha
o ya! i still could remember that during the days HSS practised there,
some of the dance girls seemed to adore him very much
that time, i was like 'omg, what so cool about him?'
then, ironically, at the end of the day, i liked him too
hahahahaha XD
i looked for his blog, his performance's video, and all the things abt him
i also always checked his blog regularly
however, it was only for one week..
hahaha

-Just Kiki Kidding-

it was the magic performance of mr Kiki Tay on 29 June 2008
16 of the dancers went there to watch him
we even got discount!
that's why we could come to watch his performance
lol ^^
his performance was so cool!
there were other items from other performer too
they were so cool!
mrs naidu was so funny
the ending of the performance was so touching
it was a story about kiki's past
a mistake that he had made
and how it helped him to be better
it was really sadd T_T
some of us cried, including me
hehe ^^

then a few days later,
i got news that Ardi, my friend and my ex-housemate
went into hospital
something in his brain became smaller
[i dunno the name of that part in english. indo: otak kecil]
the doctor said that it was due to stress
that time, he couldn't walk normally
i was shocked when i knew about this
usually, he is so cheerful
but when i visit him with my friends, he was not as cheerful as the old him
get well soon ya di~

o ya!
now i'm in LOVE with Super Junior, a korean boy band with 13 members
they are so cool~
really really cool!!

personally, i like SungMin the most!
he is so cute and i love his voice~
X3

anyway, i was quite shocked when i found this side of me
the side which is really crazy about something
that i couldn't stop think of it
i even stayed up late until 3 am during school days just to watch their videos
haha
last time, i used to wonder why there were some my friends crazy about boy band or singer
i always think 'biasa aja kalii, no need to be too excited about it'
or something like that
even, to the Sheila On 7 [indo band that i like the most]
i'm not that crazy about them
i love all their songs but if people ask me, i will just say 'ya, i love them'
it's really different with super junior
if u ask me whether i like them, i will answer
'YAAAA!! of course! they are so cool! they could sing and dance very well. you must watch their movie also, then .........'
i won't stop talking about them
hehehe
reagina is even tired of me talking about Suju [Super Junior]
however, she decided to give up and just be a good listener
everytime i told her about my dream [not the dream that u see when u sleep] which always related to Suju and also about some videos of them that are so cool!!
[i guess it's not some, but all] ^^

anyway, help me vote for them k?

thanks a lot~

this is music video of Kevin from Xing
[can u believe that he is at the same age with me?]
tomorrow, i will post the video from Super Junior
hehe ^^

Ybutterfly harmonyY

u are the only one i want
u're the only one i love~♪
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2008-06-06T02:51:00.001+08:00

1. What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
- my housemate

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- i dun think so~

3. What happened at 10.00 am today?
- english extra lesson..

4. When did you last cry?
- half an hour ago, bcos of a clannad. it's really a nice anime! T_T

5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
- err, bread?

6. What do you want in your life right now?
- the relation between she and i get better..

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
- umbrella

8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
- my lovely blanket :D

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
- shorts

10. What does the nicest text in your inbox say?
- err,, it's in indo.. if i translate it'll become: "thx! ^.^ yup! of course it's fun to be able to get ic and driver license! hehehe.. so happy.. :-D have nice day k? ;-) take care!! ^,^"

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- nope

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- nope

13. What was the last movie you caught?
- speed racer!

14. What are you proud of?
- my hair, my nail, my everything! *except bad habits* hehe

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
- "i dunno.. i haven't asked yet.. the delay is soo long.. =( u don't go anywhere?"

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
- bad day

17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
- cicie, siska, cika, siskat..

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
- "2" from my brother

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
- 12 plus

20. Are you currently happy?
- nope..

21. Who gives you best advices?
- currently is nutnut.. *don't get to0 excited k nut? hehehe*

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- nope..

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
- sa. my roommate

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
- ya..

25. What/ Who was the last thing/ person that made you laugh?
- clannad > anime

26. Do you wear toe socks?
- nope..

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- jenny

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- yups

29. What annoys you most in a person?
- nyolot. dunno the english of that word.. anyone can tell me?

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- i dun think so..

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- nope..

32. What is the colour of your room?
- here is yellow, in indo is blue

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
- of course not. i will be very scared of the ghost of that person.. hehe

34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
- ya.. it's easier to talk abt smthing than to do it..

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
- me

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
- jenny.. before she went back indo.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- ??

38. Do you have a life?
- haha, of course yes!

39. Have you ever thought someone died when they really didn't?
- nope

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
- the title is butterfly,just to match it with the skin.. anyway, it's also nice! :)

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
- i forgot.. if i'm not wrong, it's my schoolmate.

42. Last time you smiled?
- when i do this quiz and read particular question

43. Have you changed this year?
- i think so..

44. What are you listening to right now?
- eien no isshun-itou kenji, from other ppl's frenster profile. it's nice :)

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
- nope..

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
- of course open!

47. Is there a quote you live by?
- nope..

48. Do you want someone you can't have?
- dunno.. not sure abt it..

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- yes

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
- idea? completely ignored by others

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00 pm?
- watching project runaway online

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
- dunno.. i dun think so..

53. What song describes your love life?
- dunno, can't find the suitable one..

54. Do the person knows you like him/ her?
- dunno, i even dunno whether i like him or just admire..

55. Who always makes you laugh?
- my friends, especially my housemates

56. Do you speak another language other than English?
- yup

57. Are you blond?
- nope..

58. What's your middle name?
- amelia

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
- still not sure.. but, i guess i will go for dinner outside with my family

60. What do you think you are like?
- cheerful and hyperactive girl with unorganised life

61. Who will you choose to die with?
- no one.. i dun want to bring anyone to die with me..

62. Where have you been today?
- school and orchard

63. What game do you play often?
- most of the bigfish games, scrabble, and all ps games *if i'm in indo*

64. Who are you missing right now?
- dunno..

65. If you were to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
- friends.. i guess..

66. What are you doing right now?
- answering this quiz

67. Which primary school are you from?
- regina pacis in smg and mardi yuana dpk in indo

68. Name 3 colours that you like.
- purple, green, brown

69. What emotion to you like to show?
- happy

70. What is life to you?
- err.. something where we learnt and had experience from

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- try to solve it

72. Who did you last chat with in MSN today?
- no one. i'm lazy to online

73. Who do you admire most?
- dunno..

74. Which month are you born in?
- december ^^

75. How are you feeling right now?
- lonely and confused

76. What is the time now?
- 2:31am

77. Where are you now?
- my bedroom

78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
- i've tried violet, blue-black, then black again

79. Why are you doing this test?
- cos wilona tagged me

80. What do you do when you're moody?
- be quiet

81. At which age do you wish to get married?
- 24 maybe..

82. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?
- i guess it's friends

83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- i dun think so

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- myself

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- ya

86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- everyone can hv a happy life

87. What is your goal for this year?
- stop being lazy and procrastinating task

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- yaa.. i guess. hehe

89. What feeling do you love most?
- when i love someone.. the euphoric and happy feeling ^^

90. Do you really think it's Global Warming now?
- yess.. it's getting hotter and hotter everyday

91. What feeling you hate the most?
- jealous

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- depends..

93. Do you believe in God?
- yups!

94. Who cares for you the most?
- my family

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- the people around me

96. What'll you bring when you fight?
- hahahah.. i can't imagining myself go for a fight, *except the one for taekwondo competition..* i think i would bring nothing.. i would prefer not to fight.

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
- a lot of small things..

98. What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?
- sad and desperate, i think

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
- first, i will cry. second, break up with him. third, forget abt him! *and maybe find a new one! lols*

Instructions are basically the same. Required to tag 10 people into doing this.
*ardisa
*charrier
*zi yao
*gwen
*jackie
*isnu
*yishi
*dylan
*chee kiat
*carla

2008-05-23T21:17:00.004+08:00

today we received our report book
i got 1E,2C,2B, and 2A
got scolded from my guardian, of course
she lectured me and all my housemates for 2 and half hours
it can't be help though
our english marks were not good
although i still think that she has allegedly too high expectation,
she wants us to score at least B3 for english, but B4 is still alright
i got E8 for it, and for me, to score C in english is already amazing
hehe X)

now, she change our curfew time to 7 pm
then she doesn't allow us to speak in indo at home
she also doesn't allow us to have a single indo or malay book
(including novel, storybook, comic, magazine, etc)
except for school textbook in our rooms
this situation is a bit difficult to me
but i will try my best! (i hope)
and she add something that made me scared
she said she will cut down my activites (CCA)
since i'm really dying to perform in SYF
i hope i can make her change her mind

haiss, i also hope that i can change my bad habits of
laziness and procrastination
it's really troublesome to have those habits
yet i still can't change them
anyone have suggestion about it?

now i'm going to take shower then do my tution homework
nites all~
wish u all a really great day!!
(when it's really difficult to have after seeing ur results)
hehehe XD

2008-05-20T19:59:00.002+08:00

today i just want to share this beautiful song ^^
u all really need to listen to this song!

Ybutterfly harmonyY

i've been watching you all day~♪
C:

2008-05-16T20:42:00.004+08:00

hola~
today's dance practice was so funn!
we practiced the fire thingy for the SYF..
i really love it!
luckily, i only went for the afternoon practice
'cos felicia said that in the morning, mr dan checked our split
as i can't do it, i felt very glad
that the sec 4 didn't need to go for cca in the morning
*fiuuhh~*

there's nothing special today
so i don't know what to write
anyway, i'm a bit worry about my art
i haven't finished the colour test
while reagina and jessica have done their black and white
and now doing their transparency
last time, i was the fastest among three of us
i have finished the tessellation faster than them
but whe it came to colour test,
i was the slowest
i don't like colour testttt X((
however, i hope i can finished it by this weekend
(>.<)

i guess that's all today~
nitessss~❤

Ybutterfly harmonyY

kau buat hidupku jadi indahh, untuk kujalanii~♪
C:

2008-05-15T20:47:00.002+08:00

aloha~
today i play basketball with jenny and quan after school
we also had a game with some sec 1
we lose :(
*lose to sec 1 ?!*
however, it was fun! :D
for the sec 1 guy who was in my team,
*i dunno his name, but i think he is from China*
u r so pro!
although we still lose many points
hehe
i guess our opponents were basketballers
they were so good!
if not then ...
i guess we just too busy with our studies
and forget to exercise more
yahh, that's why we lose to sec 1
*denialll*
lols XD

erm, today i have my mother tongue isp
it was okayy, like the other days
last time i tot that the isp will be really boring
our lesson will just be mother tongue for the whole day
wont it be boring for u all?
however, after i experienced it
i think this kind of isp would be much better than the usual curriculum time
i love it!
there isnt many homework!
i also can speak indo everytime~
*although i also always speak indo in my usual class* lol

o ya! i really don't like homework!
i would prefer having test to having a stack of homeworks everyday
maybe it's because i'm not a hardworking kind of person who can do stack of works or exercises to practice at home *like someone XD*
i only can do those same amount of works if i work under pressure like during the exam
but of course i don't want also if one day i have 4 different tests.. XD

erm, today i have got a lot of feedback about my bad habits
if anyone of u guys have felt hurt because of my thoughtless words or actions
i'm really sorryyy..
i'm not really a sensitive person
i also like to talk without thinking first
so i'm really sorryy
i hope i can change all my bad habits
so that no one will feel hurt because of me

anyway, i think friendster is having some problem now
sometimes when i want to add comments to my friends then i click submit
it will written there that 'the HTML that u entered is wrong'
or something like that
then i must retype again..
i hope friendster can get well soon
lols XD

as i have dance practice tmr, i think i need to go sleep now
byee. nites all~

Ybutterfly harmonyY

no matter what i do, all i think about is you~♪
C:

2008-05-12T22:50:00.011+08:00

hii~
i just realised that it has been a really long time
after the last time i updated this blog. hehe..
i guess i has been really busy (?!) that i forgot about this blog.
mwahahaha XD

days have been quite fine..
o ya! today is the checking paper's day
i tot i will fail 3 subjects:
amath, english and combined humanities
then i also tot that i will get A1 for
emath, art and science
butzzz,, guess what?
the good news is
i only fail english!! [i guess]
*thumbs up!! XD XD XD
i'm so happyyy~~ ^^
but the bad news is..
err.. actually it's not really bad,
but i just feel a bit disappointed with this result..
i only get A1 for art..

for my malay, i was quite shock when i saw my paper 2
usually i only get like 33,34,35 upon 70
then in midyear exam i can score 51.5!!!
can u imagine that big improvement happens to u??
hehe

overall, i am satisfied with my results
:D

o ya!
have u guys tried to play dress up games?
if u like those kind of game,
u can try to play in here
it's in korean.

erm, last week i started to play counter strike
actually i've tried it in indo
but i was keep losing when i play
so i think that the game is stupid
*when actually i'm the one who is stupid at it*
lol XD
last week my housemate insisted that i should try again that game
i was like 'okayy, but i guess i will be very bored with this game'
then guess what!
now i become the one who keep asking him and his roommate to play with me!
lols XD
i know i still have long way to go to become good at it
but it's alright~
as long as one of them is in my team, i think this game is the best!
if those two fellow are my enemies, i think this game is the worst!
*cos i will keep losing..* hehe XP

oops! it's already 11.51
and i haven't done my malay homework!
gotta go now.. nites all ^^

Ybutterfly harmonyY

i can't help falling in love with u~♪
C:

2007-11-22T13:24:00.000+08:00

hii~
now i'm in indooo.. ^^

actually i really have nothing to say now.
i update my blog just because mirr asked me to do so. hehe

my end of year result was ok
there was an improvement, especially amath!
but my english and humanities was really bad.
i was lucky i could get C6. lols
i thought i would fail my english and hum..

o ya! i know i have promised to post some photos on leslie's birthday since 2 months ago. lols
but when i want to upload the pics, the internet seems too slow
and i could not post the pics.
hope indo's internet can be better and faster..

i think i should do my homeworks now.
hehe. byee~

2007-09-30T22:33:00.001+08:00

wahh, after a long time i didn't update
i think there's a lot of events that i must write today.
it gonna be a very very long post, be prepared! XD

oh ya! here are the pictures in sheng shiong that i promised:

quite expensive huh?
haha. those are the preparation for BBQ

okay~
let's start from 15/09/07

it was flag day as well as the BBQ day~

the flag day was fun.
i think i want to join flag day again next year. hehe

and in the evening, after a lot of preparations finally the BBQ day had come! lols
it was fun! although i did not eat a lot, i really enjoyed the day.

pictures!! :)

ex-Sarina ^^
games, games, and games ^^

fireworks! X)

the next day [16/09/07] was anthony's birthday!
happy birthday anth~
we made a surprise party for him,
with a green tea cake and a big card made by ourselves.
and we had some cream on our faces. lols.
but it was fun! haha
after the celebration, some of us went to McDonalds in forum to study.
ardisa, caroline and anthony went back earlier.
and there were left mirr, leslie, eric and i.
when we wanted to go back about 8, it was raining.
and the funniest thing was when leslie and eric shared eric's umbrella. lols

19/09/07
it was reagina's birthday! happy bday rea!

erm, actually i'm a bit jealous with her.
she got 3 cakes for her birthday
and those 3 cakes were from housemates, classmates, and the indos from HSS & NTSS [and plus carla and quan also ^^]
oh, FYI 2 of the cakes were CHOCOLATE.
and i think the other one was also chocolate, but i'm not really sure.
now u can understand right, the reason i am jealous to her?
hehe XD

here are the pictures:

it was from classmates
from the indos + carla and quan
reagina's birthday parties were surprise.

the first celebration is at 12.00 am.
all rea's and my housemates plus the guardian went to her room.
at first, only ms nisha, my guardian, who went in to her room.
she scolded rea and her roommate because they did not turn off their lights.
erm, that time rea already woke up because of the birthday messages in the night.
then when ms nisha wanted to go out, we all went in to her room and sang happy birthday song ^^

in the afternoon during lunch time, our classmates also celebrated her birthday.
when the bell rang, steffi asked rea to accompany her to malay room.
when they walked there, sumin, felicia, tomi, jessica, and i ran to canteen and took the cake.
the surprise party was success! yay ^^

and on the next day, we had another birthday party for her.

reaaaa, u must be happy k? although u could not celebrate ur birthday with ur family, u still have us! ^^

oh, i think tommorow i will upload the picture of the cake from our housemates.

continue to the next day. 25/09/07

gerald's birthday!
happy birthday X)

then on 27/09/07

steven's birthday!
lols. happy bday stev!

we had a great surprise party for him!
and there were cake, eggs, flour, cream and ... water! lols.

the birthday boy! ^^

and today is leslie birthday!
happy bday leslieee~
we made a surprise party for him also.
mirr, cindy, carla, quan, jenny, mimi, jessica, rea, steffi, ardisa, and i came to his house about 8.30.
then with clement's [leslie's brother] help, we could go in to his house and his room.
thanks clement ^^

i think i will upload the pictures tommorow.
today's post is just too long. hehe XD
cyaaa~

2007-09-11T00:16:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday isnuttt~
:)

today i'm so happy~
the birthday package for isnu could reach his home on time! lols.
that time when ardisa and i went to singapore post on wednesday to send the package,
the woman there said that it would take 2 or 3 workdays, and friday is not include as workdays.
so most likely the package would reach there on tuesday.
which means that it will be a belated birthday present..
but we had no choice except use that post. hahaha.
so we decided to send it using the fast one.
ohh! and we succeed to make isnu surprised with the present.
yayyyy!!

then today my housemates, the guardian, the maid and i went to ... *i forget the name of the market lols*, the one near ginza.
we went there to buy food and other needs for BBQ this saturday~
wahhh, i'm so happy ^^
we bought so many until about $225 lols.

woahh,, the internet so slow today.
i even could not upload the pictures.
i think i will upload it tomorrow ^^

No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Since you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the best with
Someone who always laughs at
Even when I'm at my worst, I'm best with you
Yeah!

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cause you're there for me too~♪

I'll Be There For You-Rembrandts

2007-09-08T01:05:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday charrier~
X)

A little faith,
Brightens a rainy day,
Life is difficult you can't go away,
Don't hide yourself in the corner,
You have my place to stay,

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye,
Opens up,
You'll see the happy sunshine,
Keep going on with your dream,
Chasing tomorrow's sunrise,
The spirit can never die,

Sun will shine, my friend,
Won't let you cry, my dear,
Seeing you shed a tear,
Make my world disappear,
You'll never be alone in darkness,

See my smile, my friend,
We are with you, holding hands,
You have got to believe you are my destiny
We're meant to be your friends,
That's what a friend should be~♪

Shining Friends-2R

2007-09-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

hii, today i just want to upload my class photo like what i have promised. :)

here is my beloved class on 'be yourself day'

2007-09-04T11:03:00.000+08:00

oh ya!
today i saw a man cried in the bus.
i wondered why he cried.
is it because of his family?
or did he lack of money?
or did anyone hurt him?

*sigh* i know i'm so 'kaypoh'..
but i just had been thinking,
when a man cried, there's must be a serious
or a big problem that he could not face.

lols XD
i'm not good in talking about people's feeling.
ok, i think it's better if i continue my art homework now
or i will not get good marks like my midyear..
ciao~

2007-09-04T10:29:00.001+08:00

*sigh*
this morning i woke up so early, at 6.30.
it's early enough for me as today is HOLIDAY.
i thought today i had dance practice at 9.
then i planned to have breakfast with ardisa.

*sigh*
disa canceled the breakfast so i waited until 8 then i took my bag and went to the bus stop opposite haw par villa.
i reached school at 8.20, but then i did not go in.
i just stayed at bus stop as i was not sure about today's practice.
i tried to call carla and xiaohui, but they did not pick up the phone.
then i sent sms to them plus celine.

*sigh*
i waited, and waited, and waited until 9.
but i could not find any dance members.
carla, xiaohui and celine also did not reply my sms.
i started to think that they might sleep right now.
or the worst is, they were practising in dance room from 8 o'clock and i just stayed at bus stop for maybe half an hour.

i sent message to disa.
but as i could not be patient, i called her.
too bad, she turned off her handphone.

i gave up. i walked to the bus stop in opposite school.
when i reached the bus stop, disa called me.
she asked me to accompany her to have breakfast at McDonald.

9.39, celine replied my sms.
she said the practice only on friday.
*sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

but i found that i am quite lucky that i woke up early today.
i could have breakfast today [as since 3 days ago, i never have my breakfast]
i could meet disa and chat with her.
i also will have more time to continue my art homework!

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time, I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around, I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder~♪

Yellow Lemon Tree-Fool's Garden

2007-08-31T21:25:00.000+08:00

hi again~
today a lot of foreigners went back to their country,
and so did sa, seli, rea, mirr, quan, and eric.

last afternoon i sent rea and mirr to the airport.
and i had my lunch with rea in sakae sushi!
we bet who can eat more will win and get a treat from the one who lose.
and can u guess whether i win or lose?

me and reagina
wahh! do u think that those are mine? lols
and after we eat, suddenly cindy came.
actually cindy and mirr, ardisa, jenny, as well as caroline were in the coffee bean before.
they were there to send mirr.
[at the end, franky and anthony also join us]
then after we finished eating, we went to coffee bean for awhile.
after that rea and i went to skytrain to go to terminal 1.

can u spot rea? X)

2007-08-31T13:57:00.000+08:00

hii~
it's time for updating..

erm, 3 days ago was william's birthday,
*happy belated birthday will ^^*
and yesterday was sugi's birthday,
*happy belated birthday for sugiiiii ^^*
last night sugi, sa, rea, seli and i went to asian kitchen at vivo.
sugi treated us! yayy!! X)
while the other were eating, sa and i went to bread talk to buy a cake for him.
we told sugi that we want to go to toilet, and he was not suspicious to us.
then after we bought, we found that the lighter [the girl from bread talk gave it to us] was spoilt.
wahhh! that time we were really scared that sugi will know that we planned a surprise for him.
then i asked around whether they had a lighter.
so lucky there was a guy brought it.
*thanks a lot man! :)*
at the end, sugi was suprised with the cake.
he did not expect us to buy it.
he thought that he will not get any suprise like what we had for sa on her birthday.

sugi and his birthday cake~
sugi and us~
and noooo!!! now sugi is 16 years old and i'm still 15.
aaargh!! i can't wait for my birthday..
next year, i will watch a lot of NC16 movies.
*rea, i'm sorry. u are still 15 until september next year. lols XD*

ok, let's move to the next day which is today!! ^^
today my school celebrates be yourself day and teacher' day.
we had a lot of fun, but i think the national day celebration is more fun X)
ohh, there was a competition for the best appearance.
for upper sec, the winner is a guy *i dunno his name, lols* who wore vampire costume.
and for lower sec, the winner is ali who wore sarong and he said we wore that as today is malaysia independence day.
he also said that we want to sell satay in the future.
lols XD he was so funny.
oh, i forget! some of the teachers wore cute costumes also.
they were ms nicola choo, mrs doris de souza, ms hasina and ms irene tay.

me, jess, rea, and mrs de souza as ace of hearts
jess, me and the sweet angel, ms tay X)
the teachers sang Home
ohh! and we also took class picture.
i will upload it soon. cyaa~

2007-08-15T23:44:00.000+08:00

yay! i would be a cat if i am an animal.. X)

You Would Be a Pet Cat

Independent and aloof, you don't like to be dependent on anyone.
And as for other people, you can take them or leave them. You often don't care.
You live your life by your own rules. And you have deep motivations that no one truly understands.

Why you would make a great pet: You're not needy or greedy... unlike other four legged friends.

Why you would make a bad pet: You're not exactly running down to greet people at the door

What you would love about being a cat: Agility and freedom

What you would hate about being a cat: Being treated like a dog by clueless humans

What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

2007-08-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

bzzzzzz.. i haven't finished my art and studied for amath.

bzzzzzz.. i'm gonna fail my amath.

bzzzzzz.. i'm stressed.

bzzzzzz.. art.art.art.art.art.art.art.art.

bzzzzzz.. i need to encourage myself to work hard for my amath.

bzzzzzz.. really stressed.

bzzzzzz.. need to wake up earlier tomorrow.

bzzzzzz.. need enough sleep.

bzzzzzz.. stressed.stressed.stressed.stressed.stressed.

bzzzzzz.. only hand in 1 chem homework which actually there are should be 5 homeworks.

bzzzzzz.. will get only 4/25 for the chem homework [for CA2].

bzzzzzz.. i'm STRESSED!

bzzzzzz.. could not finished the emath common test paper.

bzzzzzz.. arrrrrghhh! X(

bzzzzzz.. i'm going nuts soon.

bzzzzzz.. ciao!

2007-08-13T19:07:00.000+08:00

hmm,, actually i want to write about BBQ and yesterday when isnut went back to indonesia but i feel so lazy to write a long story today. hehe
so maybe i just want to share about my plan for this week. lols XD

as i have emath and amath common test this week as well as dateline for art paper, i am going to stop online for 3 days until thursday.
i hope i can manage to do that lols as i think it's really impossible for a person like me. haha X)

ohh, just now reagina remind me about social studies homework. haizz, i have to finish it soon.

then i also remember about all chemistry homeworks that i haven't hand in.
and all the homeworks will be marked then it will included in CA2..
haizzzzzzzz,, i also must finish it by today, so i can pass up tomorrow.

oh!! i also must hand in the social studies file! i haven't write the content page and i left it at school.
zzzzzzzzz.. i think there a lot of assignments that i have delayed for a long time..

erm, anyway thanks for jessica who have told me all the homeworks that we have.
thanks for always writing all the assignment in your handbook. hehe X)
and sorry for reagina. i always late everyday and make us have to take cab, at least once a week.. and make you broke this week. err, i'm really sorry..
i will wake up earlier from now on!
i promise! [i hope i can fulfil my promise]

zzzzzzzzzzzz.. i spend about half an hour only to write this post.
i should not online too much. bzzzz must do homework now.

cyaaaaaa~~

2007-08-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday, sec 3e art students went to an exhibition for elective art subject.
there were a lot of wonderful art things.
here are some of the pictures:
*i like the last one*

the town looked so beautiful~ X)
[City of Lights by Janice Tan]
each pictures show a story. too bad, it's in chinese. -.-
[Hiding From My Shadow by Jolene Lee]
this one is so cute X)
[Seeds of Love by Kao Shu Lian]
the painting is so nicee..
[Ad Infinitum by Teh Shi Wi]
this one is the front part of the postcard. 'wish you were here'
this one is the behind. 'because we should relive our childhood together'
actually the postcard has a lot of pictures.
the title of all the postcards is wish you were here, by Ong Shu Wen from Nanyang Girls' High School.
she is really creative and cool!
all her pictures show a moment of loneliness like what was written in the detail of the pictures.
anyway, i really recommend you to come to that exhibition, but i do not know where is that place! lols X)

ok, continue to the next day which is today!!
erm, today i must to thank jenny~
thanks for lend me your tights X)

today i have dance practice for the performance on this saturday.
there will be Prime Minister of State and the guests from Beijing.
and today suddenly they came when we were practicing!
*sigh* our dance was still a bit messy.
i hope we can improve before saturday.
anyway, for this performance the sec4s, jenny as well as melody will join back to dance.
hahaha. i'm so happy~~ X))
cyaaaaa.. ^^

2007-08-05T14:13:00.000+08:00

last friday was my first time played tennis.
i played it with miranda, cindy, jenny, isnu, leslie, eric, franky, and minh quan
it was so fun although a bit difficult as tennis is different with badminton.
at the first time i always hit the ball wrongly, then cindy and isnu taught me.
lols X) i want to play tennis again.
i hope i can play it again soon~

that day mirr also drew a comic about me.
uhh, i don't like the 'oon' part. i'm not stupid.. lols X)
anyway, thanks a lot for mirr ^^

comic by mirr~
us~

2007-08-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

there are 2 questions that came to my mind today.

first, 'if we unpurposely hurt people feelings by our words and they are angry to us, who is actually wrong?'
we as the one who can not be sensible
or the one who hurt by us for being too sensitive.
i found out that we usually blame the one who hurt by us.
some of them usually said, 'i don't know lah. she/he is just too sensitive,' or they may feel sorry after their friends tell them that they was wrong.
lols. do we need someone to remind us or tell us that we are wrong?
*sigh*

the second one is 'is it a stupid thing if we change our behaviour or may be our appearance just for someone that we meet only once?'
lols. i don't know what to say about this one.
i think it's a stupid thing but it happened in my life a long time ago.
lols XD XD

bagus deh!

2007-07-31T23:14:00.000+08:00

"Memang menyakitkan, segimana besarnya masalah kita, orang-orang lain akan tetap berjalan maju. Tidak ada yang memahami. Walaupun ketika kita cerita mereka pasti akan bilang, 'Gue tau apa rasanya.' Tapi mereka tidak bener-bener tau. Karena mereka tidak berada di dalem posisi kita. Tidak.

Orang-orang lain akan tetap memperlakukan kita seperti orang biasa. Tanpa tau apa yang kita jalani. Tanpa tau apa yang kita sedang alami. Sebesar apa pun badai yang ada di hati kita saat ini. The world will keep on moving, and I'll keep on standing.

Satu-satunya cara adalah untuk terus berjalan maju."

itu kutipan dari cerita Di Balik Jendela dari buku Cinta Brontosaurus karangan Raditya Dika.
ga taw kenapa, kata2 itu bener2 narik perhatian aQ di antara 13 cerita yang ada.

o ya! buku Cinta Brontosaurus bagus lho! lucu X)
ayo ayooo,, buruan baca..
hehehehe XD

wrong~

2007-07-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

lols. i forgot that on saturday i had taken some pictures..
here are some pictures of us when we played basketball ::

eric and mirr *i dunno who had thrown the ball* X)
leslie, isnu, mirr, and eric~
steffi, me, and disa~

basketball~

2007-07-29T16:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday my housemates and i met 4 students from Pandan Valley..
they are Dewi, Jeslyn, San2 and Chandra.
we discussed about BBQ on 18 august..
we will have a party!
yey~~! X)
anyway, there were 2 coincidences happened.
first, chandra was reagina's classmate in primary school
and second, jeslyn is sa's neighbour
hahaha, XD
they even haven't met for a long time,
they also did not know that sa and rea have stayed in singapore since last year,
and suddenly they could meet in here.. X)

then after we discussed for 2 hours,
they went home and i went to leslie's house to play basketball.
before i went to leslie's house, i met jessica and sandy [jessica's brother] first..
after that we walked to leslie's house because bus 75 was so long..
when we reached there, leslie, leslie's brother [dunno what's his name], ardisa, and isnu were playing badminton.

after that, we went to basketball court.
aargh.. i love to play basketball~
after long time not play basketball, i really miss to play it again.
ohh, btw, eric, steffi and mirr also come..
it was really funnnnn!!
isnu, eric and leslie are so pro!
omg, i want to become like them.. >.<

after that we went to great world to have dinner.
and we went home at 10.30
i was scared because my curfew was at 11.15
and from great world it takes about more than half an hour to reach home..
at the end, i could reach home before my curfew!
lols X)
and i'm really sad now..
i did not take any picture yesterday.. T_T

k, i have to do my tution hw now..
bb~~~<3

it's a long long journey~

2007-07-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

~*IT'S A LONG LONG JOURNEY*~

hari ini aQ ma rea pergi ke Orchard bwat ngembaliin buku di national library..
abis itu pergi makan trus ke Kinokuniya bwat beli komik Magical X Miracle no 3,,
tapi nggak ketemu..
akhirnya aQ ma rea pergi ke plasa singapura bwat nyari buku musik.
abis itu kita pergi menjalankan misi 'THE SECOND BUS'
lols XD
[FYI:ini misi gajebo buatan anak2 camen]
jadi kita naik bus kedua yang dateng ke bus stop,,
trus turun pas ada orang kedua yang neken bel stop.

pertama kita dapet 124,
trus ternyata malah ke arah pulang..
akhirnya turun pas orang kedua neken stop.
abis itu kita nyebrang n dapet 166.

o ya! hari ini tu ujan terus!! mengesalkan..

ohh,, abis kita turun lagi di outram mrt.
pas dtng bus ke2,, ternyata itu 166 lagi!
yawdah naik lagi~
abis itu turun lagi n dpt 174..
trus ternyata busnya sepiiiiiiiiii bgt!!
dan setelah 1 orang turun, i just realized klo ga ada orang lagi selain aQ ma rea..
akhirnya aQ ma rea nunggu sampe ada yang naik.
soalnya kan emank aturannya harus turun pas orang kedua neken bel.
setelah beberapa lama,, akhirnya turunnya di british council.
waktu itu aQ mikir, 'waduh! perjalanan yang dibikin supaya bisa taw soal jalur bus, ternyata malah ujung2nya jalannya ke daerah yang kita taw!'

yawdah,, akhirnya kita lanjutin lagi.
niatnya siih ini perjalanan yang terakhir yang terakhir,
dan datanglah bus 106!!!

setelah menunggu di dalam bus sambil diskusi maw kemana setelah itu,, rea tiba2 nyadar kalo kayaknya udah lebih dari 2 orang yang turun.
dan aQ baru taw klo ternyata nggak ada tanda bus stopping.
adanya cuma suara..
swt bgt tuh -___-''
akhirnya turun di dover mrt.
trus kita nyebrang n lyat daftar busnya,
soalnya kita emank nggak taw daerah itu..

and u know what???
ternyata jalur itu dilewatin oleh bus 166!!
bus yang udah 2x kita naikin..
rada gregetan siih,, tapi gpp, pengalaman.. X)

akhirnya kita diskusi lagi..
entah maw ke kim seng bwat main bowling, ato ke marina square, ato pulang aja..
dan tiba2 muncullah tomi!!
lols XD
tu anak tiba2 ikut ngomong pas rea lagi nanya ke aQ..
kagetnya dakuu~
dia ternyata lagi maw pergi jalan sama temennya..
pas ngobrol, datanglah bus 105.
akhirnya aQ ma rea naik bus itu.
niatnya sih maw turun di queensway.
ternyata malah ujung2nya kelewatan dan akhirnya turun di orchard, di far eastnya.

abis itu, kita nyebrang dan beli old chang kee n sweet talk,
trus pulang naik 143! hehe X)

~*RUMAH*~

hari ini rupanya kegilaanQuw tlah menular ke rea..
aQ jadi ngrasain gimana stressnya punya temen yg gi error..
*rea, sekarang aQ taw perasaan kamu selama ini* lols XD
abis rada error2 ga jelas, aQ ma rea nonton video My Wife Is A Gangster 2
sambil makan doritos, skittles, n oreo waferstick! X)
yang pasti hari ini tuh bener2 hari ga jelas..
dan pesan dari cerita hari ini:
BEWARE OF ANAK2 CAMEN. MAY CAUSE CRAZINESS AND MAKE U CANT STOP LAUGHING.

*camen :: cacat mental X)
*gajebo :: ga jelas bo~

some of our pictures:

aQ n rea sebelum berangkat~
our first bus!!
sweet talk, yummie~ X)

Sad Movie

2007-07-18T01:51:00.000+08:00

today i watched Sad Movie from Veoh with my housemates,
Sa, Rea, and Seli
we watched it in my room~
too bad, we haven't finished watch the movie..
rea and seli felt sleepy after 11 o'clock.
so we stopped watch and planned to continue tomorrow.

erm,, here some silly *X)* pictures that we have taken:

manis, manja, madu n cinta~
uhh,, smelly~ lols XD

the movie start~

serius nonton X)

sad...

2007-06-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

hikz...
today is my last day of working...
so sad (T-T)
i really miss that room, those guys, the notebooks..
i want to go back there and work again...

ohh,, anyway, 2 guys in my departement gave me a farewell present.
it was so touching..

the present from them
when i take the Macbook apart XD

i want to work back in there...
i want.. i want.. i want.. i wanttttttttttt!! (T-T)

im back~~

2007-05-31T19:10:00.001+08:00

hiiiii~
after loooooooooong time never post,, now i'm here to update my blog..
X))

erm,, today my housemates went back to indonesia.
so now there only 6 ppl in this house include me, my guardian, and the maid.
i also not close to the 2 guys cuz they always go out, so it's like there's only 4 ppl in dis house..
aaaarrghh!! so damn boring! X_x
i can't wait for tmr..
cuz tmr i will work again!!
actually tmr will be the last day i work.. so sad..
i like my job..

ohh, i forget to tell u all..
i work in iShop as engineer. it really really FUN!
actually i work there bcuz of working experience programme from my school, so i can have this job.
FYI: foreigner cannot work in singapore. only PR and singaporean who are able to work.

erm.. i think it's enough for today..
i'll post some picture~~

mii, mimi, n reagina when we went to sentosa
mii, jenny, n steffi in es teler

Sakae Sushi and Sentosa

2007-02-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

today i had lunch wif disa in sakae sushi..
actually, it wasn't lunch, but teatime. ^^
we bet how many plates we couldn't eat.
and in the end, we only can eat 9 and half plates.. LoL..
no body was win,, ^^

me..
me and disa
plates that we finished,, ^^

after ate in sakae sushi, i went to vivo to met Sa and Dwi..
we went to food junction coz they haven't eat yet..
after that, we went outside..
we talked about the scenery and then about sentosa,,
then sum1, i forgot who said, suggested to went to sentosa..
then we went there by monorail..
we watched magical sentosa show,, the musical fountain..
i luv it.. ^^

me and dwi
dwi, sa, and me
the fountain
the monkey named kiki..

NeW GuaRdiaN = Private Detective

2007-02-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~!!!!!!!!!
just now,, i lost my handphone..
after came back from vivo, i couldn't find my handphone.
my housemates and i searched the handphone in every corner of this house.
i couldn't find it in my room, whereas i remembered i charge it already..
then after couldn't find it for several times,, we told our new guardian..
at first, we still couldn't find it.
we tried to watch the record of monitoring camera in this house..
but, the camera is off when i came back..
then my housemates and i went upstairs to searched my hp..
i cried, coz i was afraid my parent will angry to me.
then i prayed and hoped we couldn't find my handphone..
just then, my friend knocked my door and told me that my guardian called me..
i ran downstairs, and my friends already there while my guardian was standing outside the door..
she said 'do u need a private detective to find ur hp?'
then, we asked her whether she found it or not..
she didn't answer, but she asked me that what i did while i and Sa were coming in from the gate..
suddenly my friends shout 'u found it rite?'
my guardian still not answered, but she asked me one more time, and i didn't answered..
then she showed my handphone..
i just cried coz i was very happy..
my guardian said that she found it on the grass near the gate..

omg,,, it was a miracle...
i really thank to god, my guardian, and all my housemates..
waaaaaaaaaaa~~!!! i'm so happy!!! bye!!!

Don't Love You No More

2007-02-19T20:53:00.000+08:00

Happy ChiNese New YeaR!! 恭喜发财

2007-02-19T12:46:00.000+08:00

erm,, yesterday was so fun!!
Sa n I went to chinatown to celebrate CNY..
we went at 9.30 p.m. and reached there at 10.30,
it's bcoz we took the wrong bus.. XP
we just realized it when we in dhoby ghaut already..
LoL.. ^o^

so crowd in there..

fireworks!!

Vday~~

2007-02-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

hmm,, today i n my housemates celebrated valentine together..
of course there was a cake! tiramisu cake!
so delicious~~!!! i luv it!

but i feel like i didn't really enjoy dis day..
there're a lot of bad things happened today.

the first is i almost late today..
i just woke up at 6.30, and my bus would come at 7!!
then i and reagina reached the bust stop at 7..
we waited, but the bus didn't come..
and we decided to take taxi, coz it's 7.10 already..
but there wasn't taxi!
then the bus came at 7.15..
we stopped 1 stop before interchange and i looked to my watch.. it's 7.30 already!!
so we started running..
i was so tired n hungry coz i haven't eat or drink anything..
then we reached the school at 7.30,,
we almost late, coz reagina said that when she just came in the school gate, she heard a teacher said 'prefect! close the gate!'
erm,, we were so lucky..

and the rest,, i forgot already..
*laugh*.. hmm,, why i'm so forgetful??
okay lah.. just it for today..
byeee~~!!!!

Malay Heritage Tour

2007-02-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

replica of bugis' boat
baju kurung, traditional cloth of malay
they were trying to wear sarung.. so cute rite?? ^^
me wif kompang..
finally, i can try to play kompang.. ^^
it was fun!!

i luv this malay heritage tour.. ^^

Late a9ain..

2007-02-04T14:34:00.000+08:00

waaaaa~~
Today i woke up late again.... I woke up when my friends knocked my door. It was 9 plus, and the Mass started at 10. I asked my friends to go first then I ran to bathroom.. Last week i also late.. Why I always wake up late??? My alarm sound is loud, but I always stop or snooze it then sleep again..
hmm,, can anybody tell me how to wake up early??? ( >o< )

So pain... T-T

2007-02-01T16:40:00.000+08:00

Today I had dental appoinment so I didn't attend Amath. Maybe some people will choose dental than Amath.. but I won't! I hate dentist n all the things that related wif it..

One of my teeth is have hole, and the dentist must clean it because the hole is have a lot of bacteria already.. and the tooth must be injected before she clean it.. uuuhhh~ (>.<),, do u noe? when i injected, it wasn't pain. but now, after the influence of the injection gone,, it was really pain.. i felt it until now.. it really really pain! hikz.. (T-T)

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sumpah deh,, sakit bgt!! ngilunya ngga nahan.. (>.<)
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alrite,, maybe that's enough for today... bye!! (T-T)

my new family!!

2007-01-31T21:46:00.000+08:00

hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is my first post in my new blog.. ^^
i hope u like to read my blog..

hmm,,
today i had a new family..
the family name is Ong, b'coz the 'ayah' (father) is heng gnee.. and we used his surename..
the family members are heng gnee, me, jackie, yishi, n keith low..
heng gnee as 'ayah', me as 'ibu' (mom), jackie as 'kakak' (elder bro), yishi as 'cece' (elder sis), and keith low as 'adik' (younger bro).
actually we didn't choose what we want to be by ourself,,
first we wrote name of family members like mama, baba, ciecie, didi, n gege in 5 ripped papers,
then we just squeeze the paper, put it together, then chose one of the papers.
in the first time, i got ... i forgot! *laugh* but as far as i remember, it's for guy.
then we chose one more time and i got mama!!!
btw, we did it just for fun! and i thought it really fun as we must answer if one of family call us 'ayah' or 'ibu'! (^O^)
and if there's sum1 who doesn't answer, he/she will be punished by me (as 'ibu')
it's so fun rite? *laugh*

hmm,, i write a lot already!
maybe i'll post again tml..
bye!!!!!